Week 5- check in

Week 5

And so another week bites the dust :) sorry about not sending my soaps out this week but (and this is not an excuse!) I have had a stinking cold which has left me having to sometimes do the readings two to three times just to know what I am reading! My head was as thick as, oh I don’t know what but it was thick and sore and just arrggg but I have to say the cold feels like it is leaving me finally…and this is what happens when you work with over 200 kindergarten kids, it is ok hahahha so I have done my soaps in very rough drafts but will during this week send you them out so that you can read them…so a bit of a back log on soaps but at least I am on schedule with my readings :)

How are you guys doing? I hope you are all still on track and that you are learning out of this and feeling closer to God everyday., to me it is just amazing what he is showing me this time around, and I actually can’t wait to finish to see if it was the same as he did last year…I have forbid myself to even look at my soaps of last year because I didn’t want that to influence my reading this year, but of course you are allowed to look ;)

So over the last week I had this weird feeling of I need to get things out in the open and apologize to some people, or say to some how much they mean to me, or or or. I believe that if you repent it is ok and you don’t necessarily have to ‘confess’ your sins towards the person you wronged because you confessed towards God and that you should forgive yourself and move on. But I also believe that if this thing keeps on eating at you, you should then ‘confess’ towards the person you wronged or who wronged you etc….and man is that difficult! So this week was a week of those for me, but after all the emotion and all the self evaluation I feel so much better…like a weight lifted off my shoulders…do you guys have any of those that are lurking in your closet and you feel suffocated or horrible etc etc…well get them out in the open, even if you don’t confront the person, maybe write them down, but for sure speak to God about them. Yes he knows what goes on in your mind, heart and soul, but He likes hearing from us!!!He is the only one that can give you the peace you need :) a peace that none of us will ever understand :)

Good luck for the next week, and know I am praying for you guys!

Blessings

Me ;)

This week’s reading:

Deuteronomy 29- Judges 7